I have to apologize that it has taken me so long to write. I found myself going into a depression state with everything dealing with Josh. It took me till one day I heard someone say, " If they are not losing sleep over you, then why are you losing sleep over them." Wow what a statement. I woke up that day and found myself smiling again and loving life. I am now in this wonderful state with myself. I love who I am and am excited to see what the Lord does with me next.
I completed my first speaking engagment where I shared my fathers store and my journey with 150 people at the Light the Night Walk Remembrence Ceremony. It went so well that I was asked to speak again next year. God is good and he is giving me strength to let go and look ahead. I wonder if my Dad was looking down and listening to me. My mom came down for the event and helped me decorate. This is a big step for her as she usually does not do anything like this. We also walked half of the walk because my mom was so sore from the first lap.
I am currently working on the Christmas Program at the school I work for. I took this play I found and worked it so it would fit the music we are singing and here we go. I am getting more excited as it comes. Please pray that the children do a great job and have fun with it.
Please pray that God continues to use me during this time to do all I can for him that I couldnt do while I was married.
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How did I not see your blog??? WOW - this is so great to read all of this. LOVE IT! I love the main picture on top...I started laughing. Its awesome. Yes, I am sure your dad knows you spoke about him Jenny. I know God would have told him if he couldn't look down. And that is awesome about Aunt Diane.
I am sorry you are going through depression. I am too. I wish I could snap out of it like you do.
I am so glad you are working with children.
Great things are coming your way. I can feel it.
Love you.
Carrie
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